When It Rains

When it rains, so does your heart.
The frantic feeling, so loud, so cold.
Your eyes damp with tears,
tears like rain.
You call for help,
no one can hear you.
No one hears you through the droplets of water crashing to the ground.
That is how you fall, just like rain droplets,
just like your tears.
You know there is nothing there to save,
yet you hope.
You hope, for a new start, or a clean end.
Yet your heart wants something else.
Something that can never come back...
Listen to that little voice,
the voice that calls for you,
for you to be happy,
for you to be there,
there forever.
The little voice,
is me.

Why Does My Anus Feel Smelly?

Ohhhh yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! I'm backkkkk! Groovy baby!

Wooohooooo,feels good to be back in Bloggerland. I hope my stay is welcomed like how my poop is welcomed by the toilet bowl.Ew.

Anywayyys, I'm sure Yang Yang would be soooo glad I actually blogged since he is a faithful fan of mine who rocks so much! Hey you Yang,watsupppp?!?!

Then again, I'm studying for my Hubungan Etnik test tomorrow and I'm soooo screwed coz I haven't gotten all the facts in my head yet. So yeah, bye bye cruel world.LOL!

I just burped,wish Jiun was here to let me blow it in her face.Muahhahahahah!!!

Besides that, I am now a college studentttttt.WOooo, I got pangkattttttt!!! I am so awesome and my hair is now orange coz red has faded.Sheesh. I ammmm sooooo sleepy I dunno what to talk aboutttttt!!!

I think I'll just blog someother day coz I seriously need to continue glueing my eyes to the notes for Hubungan Etnik. Buhbyeeee!

What Do You Call a Horny Cucumber?

Hey Look!!! My shop!

So yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I blogged the very next day after my last blog.Thats pretty amazing.*hears applause**bows down* Thank you thank you!

Mm-hmmm, I'm going to TAR College to apply for a place there tomorrow with my family. Pretty nervous and excited,but its gonna be quick and easy la.

I did nothing much again today.Woke up and watched Bolt for the second time then watched House season 1,2 and 3 till night. Pretty boring eh. Oh! And I completed my college application form(Finally!).

My mum brought my printer to fix today and blablabla.I'm so lazy to blog right now but I have nothing else to do,so yeah.

I also have been pretty active in Facebook lately and joined the fun of playin the tag-your-friends game on it.And my sis's BF added me on Facebook( I didn't see that coming.).

Now,I'm gonna leave ya'll to this boring post and go do something fun like wriggle on the floor imagining I'm a worm.Ciaooooooooo!!!

Wet Slimy Balls of Fury.

LMAO!!! I'm ammmmm soooooo kooooootttt!!!(Which means cute in a cute saying way.Confused?poor you.)

Hello ya'll!!!(Eventhough its only 2 people who actually reads my blog=.=!!!)


So yeah, I know I haven't been updating my blog lately. But I'm sure I have a very very very good reason for it...And its becauseeeeeeeee *drum rolls*...





I HAVE BEEN TOO BLOODY LAZY!!!XD



Hahahahah!!! SO yeah,thats pretty much all I can explain.



Well, at least now I'm boosted up and hyped up to blog now right,right rightttttttttttttttttttttttt???O.o



Oh well, nothing much have been poppin lately in my miserable teenager life...Just been sleeping really early in the MORNING and waking up real late in the AFTERNOON. Oh,and finished all my PSP games.Already completed Gods Of War-Chains of Olympus and it is AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

*BRBs to go off the bloody air-cond

back!



So yeah,nothing fun have been going on except for the fact thatttttttttttttttttttttttttt....I BLOODY GOT FORCED TO EAT FRIED FROG'S MEATTTT!!! Garrrrr,thinking about it still makes me wanna gag! All their limbs and stufff,ewwww!!! Kudos to mum and papa for forcing me.(-.-)

Actually,it didn't taste very bad or wat...It was like scallops,I know people always say "Its just like chicken laaa". But to be honest,it is not...the flesh does not have that meaty chicken chewy effect. Its more like chewing scallops that are steamed or something like that...Or that chewy thing in Sharkfins soup...the one that when you bite on it has that feeling like ur biting on a rubberband.

Since I said it does not taste bad,its true. But only the sight of the thin froggy limb and sometimes accidentally biting on their feet and thinking of their webbed feet gives me the heebie jeebies!!!Ewwww,TOPIC CHANGE PLEASE!!!



Gawd, I'm glad we're over that.

So now, I'm listenin to Grace Kelly by Mika and dancing along to it so I look pretty stupid.LMAO!

Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I suddenly had a moment of Ju-Lynn Silence.(Its a syndrome I came up with when I was typing this part.It means that my heart suddenly ached because I suddenly thought of Ju-Lynn...I miss her soooooo muchhhhhhhhh!!! Her abscence in Malaysia makes me feel part of my heart has just flew to Australia( Thats where she is.). Come back Ju-Lynn to unbreak my heartttttttttttttt!!!:(



Okay.now that the cheezy part is over...

I shall talk about Coldplay.

Their band is like the awesomest band that I know of and I'm a real big fan of theirs. I listen to all their songs except for a few that I still couldn't get my hands on. But seriously,their songs are like no other. And Chris Martin is hot and so is that dark haired guitar guy in the band. I wish I could make music like them,too bad I can't.Sheesh!



Other than all those random stuff,

I too have been pretty hyper lately.With this Marcus guy I met online who is so bloody funny and plays along with all my bullshits. And he and me creates new stupid words and stuff like that.Ok ok fine! I know ur not interested and shit! Blablabla! *feels real random*.*shuts up*.



Now,

I wanna send this kudos to this few people in my life for making me happy eventhough there are times where I feel like biting their heads off.

-Quek Ju-Lynn

-My mum

-My Dad

-Kimberly Han

-Nick Han

-Quek Hui Jiun

-Quek Hui Shen

-Lau Jiet Er

-Quek Han Yang

-My Sis

and for those who aren't mentioned,maybe ur just not special enough.LMAO...Nah nah I'm just jokin. I still love ya'll.(As if that many people actually reads it.)



And for those who broke my heart and made my life miserable as heck...Have a fun time being an asshole or bee-yatch now, coz i'm sure you'll be raped someday.On earth or in hell.All the same.Bye bye buggers.



So yah.

Thats all I have to rant about for now and hope everyone is lookin forward to the economy crisis(LMAO).Jk.

Ciao losers!:P



P.S: I'm entering TAR College in May. Pretty excited but nervous at the same time.Wondering if i'll be able to make lotsa new friends and would I be able to live independently? I'm also looking for a place to stay so if you know anyone who is also going there to study and knows a nice place to live in,please tell me.Thanks!Peace

UPDATE HERE!!!

Hola! I'm sorry for leavin you guys with nothing for quite some time now. I guess I was just too lazy to blog nowadays.

Anyways, I have been busy editing a video for my cousin Ju-Lynn lately.So basically I didn't bother to blog.And I started my driving class and just passed my road law test few days ago,which was friggin easy n i got 46/50 which is not as high as Shen's but at least I passed!LOL

I've been lazing around at home and sleepin real late in the morning and wakin up late in the afternoon. I can't wait for college to start actually but I still wanna go hang out with Ju-Lynn and Jiun in KL...

My SPM results is coming out on the 12th this month and i'm friggin nervous. I sure hope I have my five credits for me to enter college without going through an extra year for credit. I sure wish the results would be good,at least okay...

I have 2 PSPs with me now since my sis left it with me to load games for her. And I have 3 memory cards which now adds up to 13GB of space for games. I bring both of it everywhere coz 1 has songs while the other,games.

Thats about all I have to update coz i'm friggin sleepy now.
So,adious amigo n catch ya laterrrrr.

My Top 10's.

So yeah, today's blog is gonna be pretty simple. I'll just blog bout my favorite songs and stuff. And i'll put it in a Top (?) list.Ready?

My Top 10 feel good songs:

1. Mr.Blue Sky- ELO
2. Singin In The Rain- Jamie Cullum
3. Have You Ever Seen The Rain- CCR
4. Designer Skyline- Owl City
5. Funky Town- Lipps Inc
6. Grace Kelly- Mika
7. Henrietta- The Fratellis
8. Her Morning Elegance- Oren Lavie
9. Accidentally In Love- Counting Crows
10. I Feel It All- Feist

My Top 5 Music Videos:

1. Her Morning Elegance- Oren Lavie
2. I'm Coming- Rain
3. Sing Along- Dave Matthews
4. Clint Eastwood- Gorillaz
5. Filter Factory- Dee

My Top 10 Emotional Songs:

1. Tears In Heaven- Eric Clapton
2. What Hurts The Most- Rascal Flatts
3. Dance With My Father Again- Luther Vandross
4. Mad World- Gary Jules
5. Hate Me- Blue October
6. One Safe Place- Marc Cohn
7. Slipped Away- Avril Lavigne
8. Love You Till The End- sang by Hillary Swank in the movie P.S. I Love You
9. Same Mistake- James Blunt
10. My Sundown- Jimmy Eat World

My Top 10 Movies:

1. P.S I Love You
2. Silent Hill
3. 1408
4. Saw 3
5. Juno
6. Martian's Child
7. Scary Movie 3
8. The Longest Yard
9. Madagascar 1
10. Jiu Kang Tang Buey Bo( Its actually a Hokkien show,very sad show.)

My Top 5 favorite songs for February:

1. Anyone Else But You- Moldy Peaches
2. Loose Lips- Kimya Dawson
3. Running Up That Hill- Placebo
4. Her Morning Elegance- Oren Lavie
5. Designer Skyline- Owl City

My Top 3 YouTubers:

1. LiveLavaLive aka Mitchell Davis
2. MyChonny
3. Morgan Then

My Top 3 PSP Games:

1. Silent Hill Origins
2. Brooktown High
3. Kazook

My Top 3 Drinks:

1. Teh Ice
2. Limau Ice
3. Apple Juice

My Current Top 3 CDs To Spin:

1. The Killers- Day & Age
2. Jack Johnson- Mango Tree
3. Jamie Cullum- Catching Tales

So Yeah, thats pretty much all I have to blog bout today. Not much of a blog but still, its one.LOL. So...BOOYAH!

P.S: All the Top(?) List above are only what I think. The list varies with different people. So, if you have any other songs or whatever that you think fits my list. Please leave a comment so that I can expand my list of whatever here.Thanks!

Gone Were The Days...

Gone were the days when:
1 ) Shen would smell her blanky infront of me.
2 )Shen would drive me out to buy food and stuff.
3 )Shen would let me use her laptop when she goes out.
4 )Shen would scratch her armpit when I was sleeping next to her.
5 )Shen and Jiun would shout at each other at petty things.
6 )Shen would take my side whenever something happens.
7 )Shen would joke about my panties on the webcam.
8 )Shen would sit on me and read magazine together.
9 )Shen would watch dirty/disgustin porn together with me.
10)Shen would just stare at me and we would wink and do weird faces at each other.

SHENNNNNN!!!! I miss you already!!! Can't wait for you to come back home!!!

Me is Happy.

     Yay Yay Yayyyy!!! I'm sooooooooo bloody happy cozzzzzz:

I just got my 8Gb memory card for my PSP today! YayyyY! Thanks DaddddD!!!! Okie, I got it in a mall called BCB back at my hometown Kluang,Johor for RM130(RM100 if not high-speed). I intended to load as many games I could into it at the shop coz they said it was all for free since I bought the memory card from them. Even if it wasn't free, I would still load many games coz each game only costs a mere RM3.

     This is the list of games I requested for them to upload to my sparkly new memory card:

1) Cake Mania

2) The Sims 2-Pets

3) Innocent Life: A Futuristic Harvest Moon

4) Brooktown High

5) Manhunt 2( I LOVE THIS GAME THE MOST!!!)

6) God Of War: Chains of Olympus

7) Loco Roco 2

So yeah, thats pretty much all the games that could fit into the memory card.

     For now, I'm just back in Kluang chilling and hanging out with my cousin. Thinking of whether should I go to the mamak anot every night.LOL.

     Okay, I'm off to test all my games now.Ciaos!!!

To watch, Or NOT to watch?

GOD DAMMIT!!! Why do I always have to go torture myself on the internet by watching stuff that I am not supposed to watch?!?!

An hour ago, I turned on my nice and peaceful comp. The sound of the air-cond and the dim light of my nightlamp was so calming and it felt...homely. BUT THENNNN, the stupid dumb me HAD to go on the net and watch life-scarring videos on YouTube to wake myself up. Okay the life-scarring videos were not shown on YouTube but they had all the reaction videos there...And after seeing some videos of people looking horrified and close-to-puking reactions... I just HAD to go see what was the video that made their stomach do a back-flip. So I Yahoo Searched( I know Google is better, but I've been using Yahoo since FOREVER and I like it. ) the videos they watched such as BME Pain Olympic-Final Round , 2 Girls 1 Finger, Kids In The Sandbox and 2 Girls 1 Cup( Yang Yang, if you're reading this...DO NOT SEARCH FOR THIS VIDEO!!! OR NOT I WILL BAN YOU FROM READING MY BLOG AND BLOCK YOU FROM EVERYTHING AND STOP TALKING TO YOU!!! ).

I know most of the videos I said were pornish, but BELIEVE ME... its not your normal feel-good porn.. In fact, it inflicts pain in your soul and dements all the people ever watching it. Seriously, I don't get why do they even create videos like this...but then again, I guess to entertain bored and so called adventurous-on-the-net people like myself.

Well, I managed to find the videos after searching 10s on times. And right after I watch bits of the starting, I couldn't take it any longer and clicked the beautiful X button at the far right corner of the page. I just couldn't handle that kinda shit at 3 in the morning! I might go to bed and have nightmares!!! Or even worse, not getting to sleep the whole bloody night. So I just thought that I might watch it with my another cousin when I'm not so cold and lightheaded like how I'm feeling now. At least there will be someone to console me and share the screams and Ew-ing process with me when I watch it.

For those who knows nuts about the video I'm talking about, I'll just fill ya in abit and see if you still wanna watch it after reading these snippits( Not allowed for Yang Yang! ).

1) 2 Girls 1 Cup- This clip starts of with some normal porn and you might think its normal and stuff. BUT THEN!!! The whole disgusting process starts. A girl shits in a cup and then, both the girls start eating the faeces from the cup. One of the girl even play with it in her mouth like she's gargling Listerine or some wine. Thennnn... They bloody start putting their finger down their throats to make the shit come back out and puke it back into each others mouth!!! FGS, I dunno if you can even STAND reading this. But seriosly, don't watch this video unless you have a strong stomach!

2) BME Pain Olympic-Final Round- This video was actually supposed to be of a show called BME BBQs. It is to see who has the highest pain endurance power. But its not( You wikipedia about it, I don't wanna kill the fun.). This vid shows a guy using a knife to tap on his *ahem ahemdick* and then he ties his *ahemdick*.Then later into it they show him cutting his testis off and you can see all the stuff they have in the testis oozing out. Not a fun video to watch I tell ya! But the reaction video on YouTube were freaking funny, especially for guys( Not to be mean, but its true.). So, if you're a guy and you really care for your weenie, take my advice and don't ever go near the video or even glance at it!

3) 2 Girls 1 Finger- is about two crazy girls squeezing their 'stuff' into the others mouth .( I took this snippit from some site. Coz I didn't dare to watch this vid right after 2 girls 1 cup. Good decision now that I think of it as people say that this vid is worse than 2 Girls 1 Cup.

4) Kids In The Sandbox- This video might scar any guy's life after he watches it. Its a video of a woman stuffing a Dildo right into a guy's *ahemdick*. But I have no idea why the guy isn't screaming his lungs out...Hmmm,was it fun? But then again, guys...Watch at your own risk.

So yeah, these videos are prolly the sickest video's I've seen but theres also movies like this such as Hostel. I'm really a gore fan but all this live videos on the net are just too much to handle. So, I guess I'll go watch some happy videos such as Mitchell Davis( LiveLavaLive) or Charlie And The Candy Mountain on YouTube now. Oh wait, before I go... I watched Joe Rogan's( The host on Fear Factor ) reaction video on 2 girls 1 cup..And it seems theres also a vid about a guy getting f*cked to death by a horse. Traumatic I tell ya... So thats all and if you're reading this, please don't make crazy videos like that...EVER! Buh-bye!

P.S: I'm NOT a pervert. I just like gore and curious about hardcore stuff that makes me feel all icky. Besides, I only get all these video ideas when I go on YouTube and watch reaction vids. Sorry if I offended any of ya!

Quarantine and [●REC], damn you!

For larkin sake!!! You betrayed me you dumb ass movie!!! Grawrrr!!! Die you pisa shit! Die!!!

Okay okay, I know you might be kinda freaked of why am I havin such a shiny rage breakout on a (still)Chinese New Year day... I'll tell you ALLLLLL about it if you could just hang in there a lil moment longer while I *screams shithole!!!!*...ahem ahem, let out my anger.
*Continues ranting to self and cursing*.There ya go...All done.Phew~!

The thing that caused this rage was me watching the movie [●REC]. Yeh yeh I know I shouldn't be mad because of stuff like that. But FFS, that dumb movie made me puke and feel like I've just been on a the world's scariest roller coaster ride. And I said scary wasnt because the show was scary, it was because of the freakin way they filmed the show. I tell ya, if I was watching that show in the cinema, I'd prolly just sit there for 5 minutes and then leave.

But then again, honest to god... The show wasn't bad like other horror films I watched such as Dark Floors which sucked every single second since my mum put it into the player..And the ending was just crazy and made me so pissed. But I'm not talking about Dark Floors so...
Anyways, before I started watching [●REC], my mum already warned me that it was a very shaky show which could make everyone "Tao Wan"(meaning giddy or dizzy in cantonese.). I was like "Oh nevermind. The write-up on this show seems pretty good.I'll just give it a go.". And what did I get?!?! You know what I freaking got after watching half an hour of the freakin show? I GOT A BAD MIGRAINE AND FELT LIKE SOME PREGNANT WOMAN WITH MORNING SICKNESS!!! ArghhhH!!!

After turning the movie off, I headed straight upstairs to my room and took out my precious 'Minyak Angin"( A type of oilment to soothe your headache or tummyache.). I rubbed it on my nose and forehead and neck and my chest...Coz I felt like puking every moment my eyes were open. I just felt so darn bloody giddy. I cursed the stupid show when I was lying on my bed preparing to die(Okay maybe I wasn't going to die but it sure felt that way...). I wondered why do producers even want to produce a show like that? Can't they just make a normal movie of people infected and killing other people instead of shooting it like they have jell-o hands holding the camera?!?! The show was pretty good but it was ruined when it gave me the headache.

For those who doesn't know what the show [●REC] is about, you should go to this link- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/REC_(film) ... And if you still don't believe that it can give you a major feeling of dizziness( This is only for people who can't really stand a bloody roller coaster), then you should watch the show. If it has no effect on you, Good fer ya! If it makes you feel like puking, See what I mean?!?!

So yeah, theres another show with shaky camerawork...And its called Quarantine. But I strongly recommend you not to watch this show as the only nice thing about the show is the main actress's pretty face. And you rarely get to see scary stuff. Its more of shaky and shaky shaky camera filming only. I mean like you only catch a glimpse of the infected scary ass baby that they tempt you with in the trailer...And that glimpse is ( I warn you.) very very very short. So yeh, a not-so-good show with an even worse filming concept. At least in [●REC], the story is still kinda interesting and you get to see more of the infected people part. Only shitty thing is...the shaky part.

So, think you wanna go watch that show who seems cool coz its like recording life and showing it straight to you? THINK AGAIN!!!

P.S: Blair Witch Project 1 was okay because it was in the dark or only woods behind it, so you don't really get much of the giddy effect. But I thought Blair Witch Project 2 was effin good. And I know that Quarantine is the American remake of [●REC].

Me out=to watch more not-so-shaky movies.Such as Juno who totally rocks people my age's socks off!

Money Or Happiness?

So yeah, I think the question "Money or happiness?" pretty much gets everyone thinking. This question is no stranger to everyone coz I bet theres always a point in your life where you get asked or thought of that question...

But seriously, would you choose money over happiness or happiness over money? And I'm saying happiness as in every different aspect of it, like being happy with someone you love or happy with what you have or where you are in life. Well, if you're wondering why I'm blogging bout this out of nowhere, its because something happened today in my family that triggered this thought. But I'm not gonna go into detail about what happened for privacy's sake.

Anyway, back to the topic... Would you choose money or happiness?
Is money really everything and money is the only thing you need to survive in this cruel cruel world or can help you go by day by day with no other worries? Does it control your life? I know money is important... But you know, they print money everyday and theres lots of it in the world...And people work real hard for it so they can support their lifestyle or family. Is money so important that you can sacrifice your love or happiness just for it? Are we really becoming that negative and greedy?

Happiness- What makes you happy? Is it being with the one you love and not caring what other people think? Is it living with just enough and although at times you might not have enough to buy all the luxuries you want, you still feel contented with what you have. Happiness happiness happiness... Can money buy happiness? I think not.

When I think of life, I always wonder...Why is money so damned precious and since they print it everyday, why can't we just share and everyone has the same amount of money and same pay so we can all work together to get what we want and still be happy at the end of the day? We should be able to live with the ones we love without worrying about how low their pay may be as we all have the same. Why can't things stop being so expensive and when things get expensive, why doesn't the people's pay rise too? Is it worth being lonely and stressing about work everyday just for money? Don't you think we deserve to love someone that doesn't earn much and not be judged for it?

Honestly, I think happiness is so much more important than money. Money you can always earn but happiness is hard to find. When you do find that special kind of happiness, don't ever ever let it go for money as once you let go...You may never find it again.

And if you're happy with a someone, but still many disapprove or disagree, I'll be the one that will tell you to do what you're happy with and what other people feel or think doesn't matter. Because its your happiness and not their's. So ignore what they say and just go do what you want as theres always a light at the end of the tunnel. =)

Will be back to blog soon.Love ya and take care.

P.S: For parents, you should let your children do things that make them happy and not try to defy their beliefs instead. If your children makes a decision and it makes them happy, then its the greatest thing for them. And if they suffer from the consequences of their actions, they will mature and know what is good for them and what is not. Peace!

What I've Been Doing.

Yay Yay Yay!!!
I'm sooooo glad to be back to blog!!!(Seriously, I only came back to blog because of my loverly cousin who is about to leave to Australia WITHOUT me...wants me to start bloggin again.)

Anyway, I've been pretty busy lately bunking at people's house.LOL. So, I'm kinda lazy to tell you all the bla bla bla details now...I shall just put it in point form and elaborate it. *Meh!God I'm Smart!!!*

What I Did When I Wasn't Blogging:

1. Came back from my stay at TTDI( Taman Tun Dr Ismail ).
2. Sister's BF from Aussie visited.
3. Watched Ip Man.
4. Went to Port Dickson with 9 other friends.
5. Stayed at home and laze and watch lotsa lotsa movies.
6. Celebrated Chinese New Year back at my hometown Kluang.

So, here come the elaboration part.

1.a) I've been staying at TTDI with my cousin when I posted my older blogs. So I came back to Seremban and enjoyed the beautiful view of the stars at night again. Coz seriously, I don't get that view when I'm in the city. And I really missed it alot! But hey, I do miss the food back at Uptown man... Night time we'd go out to have Baskin Robbins or Ice-Kacang.Loves it sia....

2.a) My sister's BF Dylan came down to visit from Australia( Well,they visited Vietnam before he came here...). He was pretty small actually, so thats why my sis call's him her miniman.LOL! Anyway, he was down to earth and all so I guess I liked him and accepted him( I usually tend to ignore my sis's BFs and just hang out in my room when they visit.XD). My parents brought him out to try the sweet & sour crab. He liked it coz he's never tried that style of cooking crabs before. He left the next day and he and my sis left to go to some island in Thailand.

3.a) OMG!!! Watching Ip Man was like a bloody orgasm itself!!! It was so damn good I actually watched it 3 times in 3 days!!! And FFS, the General Miura in the show was HOT HOT SMOKING HAWTTTT!!! Dang it, I was so in love with him and his character that I googled him and stuff. I am now his stalker.LOL... But yet again, Donnie Yen fit the character so well,I've never seen Donnie Yen smile before actually. And it was pretty good seeing him smile in the show. The Kung-Fu was kick ass too and I can't stop doing his multiple punch move...Li Ann the Violent One.

4.a) Gawd yeh!!! So I finally went to the beach with my schoolmates. And Hell yehhh, it was awesome as fugg!!! The place we rented was right infront of the beach and we could come out to the beach anytime we wanted. I took many pics of the sunset but not the sunrise since I was dead tired and couldn't wake up in time to witness the sunrise. Anyways, we had barbeque at night and the food were okay but I wished we had more food as I was starving later in the night.But I guess it was because I went to take a swim in the pool right after having my dinner( And *gasp*, we had afull view of the full moon when we were playing in the pool.)

5.a) Basically when I got back from moving around in KL... I just stayed home and laze and slept all the way till 4-5 p.m. It was an unhealthy lifestyle but damn, I needed to recuperate! I watched Monk and CSI over again and many other movies that I had thought of at that time. So, I was basically a couch potato when I was back in Seremban.

6.a) Oh Yeah Oh yeah!!! I celebrated Chinese New Year with all my loverly relatives back in Kluang...Gotta say tho, that CNY this year sure had been quieter compared to those we've had many years ago... Even the gambling wasn't that hyped up...But the elder cousin's still won lotsa money...But they would use the winning money to treat us to the mamak shop after every game. Love that part!!! I couldn't get my otak-otak for so many days and only did when we were about to leave for home. We even took pics at the lotus place this year without Zhi Ming( My singaporean cousin )...Everything just didn't feel right without him...:(

Anyways, I oso didn't have the chance to buy all the DVDs I wanted coz my mum and dad were too selfish to bring me to buy what I wanted.Harumph!!! Bout clothings-I didn't wear anything fancy...In fact, I wore something too simple that I looked like an old uncle going to the kopitiam.DAMNNN!

So yeh, My bloggin is kinda monotonous today coz I haven't bathed in 2 days and I am feeling like a total dirt bag.LOLOLOL!!! Sorry Shen, I go bath now okay?hehhhhhh!!! XD

Li Ann Out!!!

Lotsa Love ya'll...and Happy Chinese New Year!!! OxOx ( terbalik version of XoXo...Coz its the year of the OX maaaah! )

What A Difference A Year Made

So yeah, its my second blog and i'm already happy that my friends and family who've read it approves of it. It really is great thing...Thanks ya'll !!!

Okay, where do I start...
Todat was a pretty good day and theres the new year hype in the city for New Year 2009. Well, time passes pretty fast... I still remember the first day of year 2008, I followed my relatives to Damansara to see the beautiful fireworks display. I even remember the first day of school like it had just happened yesterday...And the day I had to give up on my ear piercings as it was infected...Then there was my cousin's wedding and another cousin giving birth to her first baby boy(I'm now an auntie,how....."Lovely".), it was also the year I joined the basketball club and went for a competition(Which we loss badly but it fun!!!).And not to be left out...2008 was the year my oh-so-dearie puppy Cookie was born(awwwww....Lurves her so muchess!).Oh, how much I've experienced throughout the whole year!!!

But then again, every good year must come to an end... That is so a new GREAT year can come! Because with every story, there comes an ending...And for every ending, there comes a new beginning...How bloody true. Since I'll be starting college next year, I'll be learning how to live on my own and I will also be meeting new people and hopefully making more friends. 2009 will be the year that I will be a freshman all over again...Darn it...I can still remember the short and shy me when I entered primary school and how tom-boyish I was when I entered secondary school... I sure hope I can enter college with a whole new confidence and a better person. I've learnt my lesson in 2008 to not be too fussy with friends and not to throw my darn tantrums so easily... And I have also learnt that I must not trust people too easily for that is the way I could open myself to more harm and heartbreaks.Well, a very well learnt lesson indeed.

Okie dokie...Thats enough about good old year 2008.
I now shall fill you in bout what I did today to greet the year 2009 with a new outlook on life.

This morning, I went to TTDI market with my cousin and her parents. We ate and bla bla bla... The only thing that was different today was that I actually bought 5 little birds from a pet store in the market for RM3 each... No,I wasn't planning to rare them or eat them...The main purpose of me buying the birds were to let them go. I have this thing of feeling sad for animals locked up in cages or tortured animals. I just can't stand the sight of it. Ugh, speakin bout tortured animals... I really hate those Indonesian workers who whacked the poor dog till its jaw was torn. I really really hope someday I could tie them up and use a hammer and whack their faces till their jaws dropped. Other than that... What the FUCK is wrong with those malaysian dog catchers who tried to drag the poor dog out of an abandoned house through the gate?!?! That poor dog's ears and skin were torn and its flesh exposed!!! I fuckin hate those sick dogcatchers who did that to the dog.. I sure hope when they die, their souls would be treated the same way as how they treat all those poor animals...especially when they are in HELL!!!
For those of you who are reading this post, you can be categorized into 2 types of people.
And that is...
1 ) You're an animal lover and you would do anything to stop animal cruelty.
2 ) You're one of those bastards who tortures your pets or kicks stray animals and feels absolutely nothing for these poor animals.

Well, if you are in category 1...Please continues doing what you are doing and you are a saint to every animal that you save.
But if you are in category 2, you might as well take a sharp razor now and slowly carve your wrist... Nobody cares about you actually. Even the animals hate you...You should hate yourself too.But if you really feel bad now for what you have done to animals...You still have time to change.And make it snappy!

Lastly, I did something that involves a little bit bout my last blog...
I gave some money to an old man at the market today!!! Yippee! Here I go helping others. I should start calling myself Mother Theresa or something...LMAO...Just joking!!!

Anyway, to everyone out there especially to you readers....Happy New Year 2009!!!May all your dreams come true in this beautiful new year. Yay yayyyy!!! Cookieeeeeeeeeeeesssss!

Whats happening?

Errr Ohkay, since today will be the new start for my blogging part of life...I will keep it pretty simple and short. I guess my blogs now woould not be like all my other blogs from many moons ago.I'll just basically type whatever that pops into my head.So here goes....

Yesterday, I went out with my cousin and her friend to Starbucks. I was sitting quietly and sipping on my Caramel Cream as my cousin and her friend chatted away happily.I wasn't really paying much attention to them but was staring at the other people that were too,sitting and typing on their laptops or just talking. Suddenly, I noticed that most of the customers of Starbucks were staring at some 0ld lady as the old lady stepped into the premise. She looked very old and was limping as I saw her slowly move towards the people there.She was carrying a red plastic cup and she looked thin and at that moment itself,it was so obvious to everyone that she was beggar...I just stared blankly at the people around and what I saw on their faces shocked me...Some guy sitting by the window looked disgusted by the old lady's presence,while the rest looked at the lady like she was some thrash that had entered their space.When she moved to a table and mumbled something to the couple sitting there...They just shooshed her off like a stray cat and continued talking to each other while occasionally turning their heads to look at the old lady and their face showed no mercy at all.Shortly after that,a tall Starbucks waiter walked out and mumbled to the old lady something inaudible since I was sitting quite far away.Then,without a sound...the old lady limped her way out of the shop and all the customers at Starbucks went back to their chitter chattering.What I saw on their faces were the smuggish,unmerciful grin.I felt the need to blog about this incident right away.

In my 17 years old mind, I wondered if the people at Starbucks even felt a wee bit of pity for the old lady...Did the thought of the old lady being hungry even popped in their shallow and selfish head?Did they ever think that the old lady might be a mother but her child has abandoned her?Did it ever cross their mind that the old lady might be sad and lonely everyday?How would they feel if they were in her shoes?Would they still be so ignorant?

I know that Starbucks don't allow beggars in their premise for a reason,and that is that so beggars would not scare their customers away...But then again...why is it that the customers feel so disgusted by the old lady?After all,she's still human and she needs comfort and food.She may not be as lucky as most of us...So why put on the smuggish face instead of offering her some money for food?

What is happening to the people nowadays?Have we all lost ourself in our own pride and wealth?Don't the old mean anything to us young people anymore?Don't they need shelter as much as we do?Then why don't the rich put in more money for charity to built homes for the homeless instead of splashing their cash on branded goods that goes out of fashion so quickly?Why not help others instead of buying more Prada bags or Mercedes cars?Are we all blinded?I admit that eventhough I did not do anything for the old lady,at least I didn't feel disgusted by her presence and I do my little part of charity when people from the welfare home comes to ask for donation...

Why don't we all put in some effort to help the homeless live through another day with at least a thought that someone actually cares...

Thats all ya'll.