To watch, Or NOT to watch?

GOD DAMMIT!!! Why do I always have to go torture myself on the internet by watching stuff that I am not supposed to watch?!?!

An hour ago, I turned on my nice and peaceful comp. The sound of the air-cond and the dim light of my nightlamp was so calming and it felt...homely. BUT THENNNN, the stupid dumb me HAD to go on the net and watch life-scarring videos on YouTube to wake myself up. Okay the life-scarring videos were not shown on YouTube but they had all the reaction videos there...And after seeing some videos of people looking horrified and close-to-puking reactions... I just HAD to go see what was the video that made their stomach do a back-flip. So I Yahoo Searched( I know Google is better, but I've been using Yahoo since FOREVER and I like it. ) the videos they watched such as BME Pain Olympic-Final Round , 2 Girls 1 Finger, Kids In The Sandbox and 2 Girls 1 Cup( Yang Yang, if you're reading this...DO NOT SEARCH FOR THIS VIDEO!!! OR NOT I WILL BAN YOU FROM READING MY BLOG AND BLOCK YOU FROM EVERYTHING AND STOP TALKING TO YOU!!! ).

I know most of the videos I said were pornish, but BELIEVE ME... its not your normal feel-good porn.. In fact, it inflicts pain in your soul and dements all the people ever watching it. Seriously, I don't get why do they even create videos like this...but then again, I guess to entertain bored and so called adventurous-on-the-net people like myself.

Well, I managed to find the videos after searching 10s on times. And right after I watch bits of the starting, I couldn't take it any longer and clicked the beautiful X button at the far right corner of the page. I just couldn't handle that kinda shit at 3 in the morning! I might go to bed and have nightmares!!! Or even worse, not getting to sleep the whole bloody night. So I just thought that I might watch it with my another cousin when I'm not so cold and lightheaded like how I'm feeling now. At least there will be someone to console me and share the screams and Ew-ing process with me when I watch it.

For those who knows nuts about the video I'm talking about, I'll just fill ya in abit and see if you still wanna watch it after reading these snippits( Not allowed for Yang Yang! ).

1) 2 Girls 1 Cup- This clip starts of with some normal porn and you might think its normal and stuff. BUT THEN!!! The whole disgusting process starts. A girl shits in a cup and then, both the girls start eating the faeces from the cup. One of the girl even play with it in her mouth like she's gargling Listerine or some wine. Thennnn... They bloody start putting their finger down their throats to make the shit come back out and puke it back into each others mouth!!! FGS, I dunno if you can even STAND reading this. But seriosly, don't watch this video unless you have a strong stomach!

2) BME Pain Olympic-Final Round- This video was actually supposed to be of a show called BME BBQs. It is to see who has the highest pain endurance power. But its not( You wikipedia about it, I don't wanna kill the fun.). This vid shows a guy using a knife to tap on his *ahem ahemdick* and then he ties his *ahemdick*.Then later into it they show him cutting his testis off and you can see all the stuff they have in the testis oozing out. Not a fun video to watch I tell ya! But the reaction video on YouTube were freaking funny, especially for guys( Not to be mean, but its true.). So, if you're a guy and you really care for your weenie, take my advice and don't ever go near the video or even glance at it!

3) 2 Girls 1 Finger- is about two crazy girls squeezing their 'stuff' into the others mouth .( I took this snippit from some site. Coz I didn't dare to watch this vid right after 2 girls 1 cup. Good decision now that I think of it as people say that this vid is worse than 2 Girls 1 Cup.

4) Kids In The Sandbox- This video might scar any guy's life after he watches it. Its a video of a woman stuffing a Dildo right into a guy's *ahemdick*. But I have no idea why the guy isn't screaming his lungs out...Hmmm,was it fun? But then again, guys...Watch at your own risk.

So yeah, these videos are prolly the sickest video's I've seen but theres also movies like this such as Hostel. I'm really a gore fan but all this live videos on the net are just too much to handle. So, I guess I'll go watch some happy videos such as Mitchell Davis( LiveLavaLive) or Charlie And The Candy Mountain on YouTube now. Oh wait, before I go... I watched Joe Rogan's( The host on Fear Factor ) reaction video on 2 girls 1 cup..And it seems theres also a vid about a guy getting f*cked to death by a horse. Traumatic I tell ya... So thats all and if you're reading this, please don't make crazy videos like that...EVER! Buh-bye!

P.S: I'm NOT a pervert. I just like gore and curious about hardcore stuff that makes me feel all icky. Besides, I only get all these video ideas when I go on YouTube and watch reaction vids. Sorry if I offended any of ya!